Lavi devours the memory, he can't help it -- that part of him will always want to watch, observe, and the flow of this particular one from beginning to end resonates in him -- though he's not simply a bystander watching something unfold. He can feel Rondo, his thoughts and feelings, his fear and determination, and then the violence -- the sheer pain at being brought low by someone he'd trusted and still loves --
that part is nothing like being a bookman at all. it takes him a second to master himself, to notice Rondo -- the one beside him trapped in this void -- press a hand to his throat and inhale like he's been subjected once again to something that should have passed --
he wants to apologize for seeing it. that would be the right thing to do. instead]
well. that's not good!!!! but he can relate to this feeling -- of waking up knowing you left people depending on you behind. he reaches out to squeeze Rondo's shoulder,]
M'sorry. [and then] I'm glad you're not dead.
[listen rondo is standing in front of him so he totally counts as being alive]
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Lavi devours the memory, he can't help it -- that part of him will always want to watch, observe, and the flow of this particular one from beginning to end resonates in him -- though he's not simply a bystander watching something unfold. He can feel Rondo, his thoughts and feelings, his fear and determination, and then the violence -- the sheer pain at being brought low by someone he'd trusted and still loves --
that part is nothing like being a bookman at all. it takes him a second to master himself, to notice Rondo -- the one beside him trapped in this void -- press a hand to his throat and inhale like he's been subjected once again to something that should have passed --
he wants to apologize for seeing it. that would be the right thing to do. instead]
...What happened after?
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he exhales, finally, belatedly. because that's the thing. ]
... I woke up here.
[ so that's fun!! ]
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well. that's not good!!!! but he can relate to this feeling -- of waking up knowing you left people depending on you behind. he reaches out to squeeze Rondo's shoulder,]
M'sorry. [and then] I'm glad you're not dead.
[listen rondo is standing in front of him so he totally counts as being alive]