[lavi asks, with his whole chest even. it's not that he's playing dumb on purpose, there's a clear note of genuine curiosity from Lavi as he looks at Kura,]
Because you have to think about it more? Feel it more?
Nothing wrong with having them! And anyone who's gonna tell me it's wrong to feel a certain way about it can fuck right off, thanks!
[he shrugs.]
But it's a lot to be dealing with and I don't have the emotional bandwidth to deal with it and try to keep other people's moods up, so I'm getting as drunk as I need to to stay upbeat!
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[lavi asks, with his whole chest even. it's not that he's playing dumb on purpose, there's a clear note of genuine curiosity from Lavi as he looks at Kura,]
Because you have to think about it more? Feel it more?
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Yep! That's it. Got it in one.
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[but it's not said critically or with disappointment, just appraising]</small
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[he shrugs.]
But it's a lot to be dealing with and I don't have the emotional bandwidth to deal with it and try to keep other people's moods up, so I'm getting as drunk as I need to to stay upbeat!
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It's just turned out that way.
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I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be able to do that, not for as long as you have.
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