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Bookman Junior | "lavi" ([personal profile] bookpapers) wrote2024-06-08 07:15 pm

KARLACHHHHH

one day ill have images prepared
ablazement: (when i search horse island)

[personal profile] ablazement 2024-07-06 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
You and me both. [wheeze.]

He's - teetering. I don't think this is going to be the thing that breaks him, but he's close. I've been trying to keep him together.

[picks at her bandages...]

Gods, I don't know what I'd do if he went.
ablazement: (there's a field with thirty ghost boys)

[personal profile] ablazement 2024-07-06 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
[huff. she stops... for now...]

I know. [scrubs at her face with one hand.] I'm - fine.

[to the first part. the second part:]

It's always the shit out of my control that I worry about. Who doesn't, right? I know he wants to stick with us. I just keep hoping something won't take that chance from him.

From any of you. Useless as that is. We wake up every Friday anyway.
ablazement: (there's a field with thirty ghost boys)

[personal profile] ablazement 2024-07-06 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[a little smile at that. she makes it easier for him to lean, tail wriggling until it's settled around him too.]

I'll keep on being here, then.

[that seems important. a beat.]

But yeah, I'm with you there. We haven't got any solid goals and I think it's got most of us spinning our wheels. It's hard to keep spirits up when it's never ending. When we're just looking at week after week of losing more people for what seems like no reason.