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one day ill have images prepared

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[ablazement]

[okay well come here she's going to hug you, gently, god]

Yeah, I get it. I'm so fucking mad. [she doesn't sound mad, she just sounds exhausted.] I don't - I don't know if I can be positive tomorrow.

[she clears her throat. winces slightly. her head is pounding from the crying.]

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[at that he laughs, hollow]

Yeah. I don't think I can either.

[But I have to be.]

...Whatever happens, I wanna figure it out. Doesn't matter whose it is -- as long as we get someone.

[Even though that part is going to hurt just as bad. God.]

[ablazement]

[he gets a little forehead kiss. something gentle and reassuring.]

Maybe I can't do positive, but I can be there. Just like before. [like all the other times, like with caelus, like with robin, with all the people they've had to carefully corner.]

I want to figure it out too. You can count on me, okay?

[even if it hurts.]

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[It's not quite a smile -- not his usual kind, but it's still there -- maybe more genuine than his usual would be, as tired as he is. he squeezes her hand again,]

...I know.

[We've been at this for so long. ...Makes sense that it's still us.]

Me too. Whatever happens -- I'll be there.

[ablazement]

[she's quiet, for a moment. and then:]

When it comes to Rondo - I asked Daan if he'd stop me from getting too angry at who did it. [a beat.] D'you need someone to stop you when it comes to Kanda?

[to any of them, really, but.]

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[At that, his expression stills a little. then,]

...No.

[I have to be neutral.]

It's been a monster every time, and it'll be the same tomorrow.

[I have to be neutral. I have to be neutral. I have to be neutral. I have to be neutral.]

And whoever it is might have a partner too.

[ablazement]

Lavi.

[gently.]

... We all know that. But it's alright to feel something about it.