[THIS TINY MAN!! It's okay. So many people are leaning against him lately. He reaches up to reflexively pat Lavi's head again, letting him lean however he pleases.]
...You make it sound like that's a good thing. Do you feel that it is?
[Not having the room to hesitate, even with a duty to live for no matter what. He guesses it takes the pain of having to make an impossible decision out of one's hands.]
[well, the direct question has him subside a little, still leaning against Lucas the even tinier man, as Lavi really thinks about it -- the implications, and his complicated relationship with Kanda,]
...No. I don't want to burden Yuu like that. Even though I know he'd do it.
Maybe I'll be myself long enough to remember that, if I'm in that situation.
Lucas doesn't think that, but he does wonder a bit how the two of them function together. Just in a general sense of being curious about their relationship as coworkers in what's essentially one of the most hellish jobs a person could theoretically have.]
...I will hope that such a situation doesn't happen. But in the event that it does, I hope you can be yourself long enough to remember, too. It seems like such a little thing to ask for.
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...You make it sound like that's a good thing. Do you feel that it is?
[Not having the room to hesitate, even with a duty to live for no matter what. He guesses it takes the pain of having to make an impossible decision out of one's hands.]
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...No. I don't want to burden Yuu like that. Even though I know he'd do it.
Maybe I'll be myself long enough to remember that, if I'm in that situation.
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Lucas doesn't think that, but he does wonder a bit how the two of them function together. Just in a general sense of being curious about their relationship as coworkers in what's essentially one of the most hellish jobs a person could theoretically have.]
...I will hope that such a situation doesn't happen. But in the event that it does, I hope you can be yourself long enough to remember, too. It seems like such a little thing to ask for.