Oh?... Oh, yes. I suppose so. You'd love if I brought back good tidings and news, wouldn't you? Really tell you if all those things were real. Though having to die first is the tricky hurdle there...
Want a private keyword to know whatever I say is real and not an illusion like these Thursday ventures? I don't think you can whisper it over the flames, but I'm sure you can think of one quietly enough.
I'm gonna write the longest and most embarrassing letter to you. I'll talk about how you made out with Gale and had the most passionate morning of your life with him, and then write letters to everyone else about how ardent your love was and to treat you as nicely as possible, like your a mourning maiden porcelain doll.]
If I ask you if this is your monster self, are ya gonna tell me something like 'i've always been this way' or whatever...
Ha-ha. Well. Had I my way, I would have done more to keep you all from calling me out on the little stint, but you're all just so sharp, aren't you? You figured it out anyway. Me, trying to cling last-minute onto some semblance of apology and regret... that really bit me.
But I don't regret stepping in for Karlach. You do what you can for your loved ones, don't you? You'll keep an eye on her?
[he thinks about being petulant one more time, but he lets the anger fade. he can rage and scream about it, his temper can flare up without warning, but it never lasts.
and daan isn't the person he's really angry at, anyway.]
...Yeah, I will. The only one I can.
[please.... no eye jokes]
She told me that you would stop her if they found Rondo's killer.
[ Unfortunately he also seems amused by ill-placed eye joke. ]
That's what she asked, yes. I could have been reasonable and used my words, but unfortunately, someone always manages to piss a monster off and ruins the whole ordeal.
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[That's what everyone wants to believe.]
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Want a private keyword to know whatever I say is real and not an illusion like these Thursday ventures? I don't think you can whisper it over the flames, but I'm sure you can think of one quietly enough.
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I'm gonna write the longest and most embarrassing letter to you. I'll talk about how you made out with Gale and had the most passionate morning of your life with him, and then write letters to everyone else about how ardent your love was and to treat you as nicely as possible, like your a mourning maiden porcelain doll.]
If I ask you if this is your monster self, are ya gonna tell me something like 'i've always been this way' or whatever...
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You shouldn't ask questions you've already assumed the answer to. It does make you look like a bit of a bastard.
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[GRUMBLING. HE IS JUST BEING A SNIPPY TEENAGER TO DAAN RIGHT NOW]
And why are you so cheerful now, when you haven't ever smiled before? You're so annoying.
[If you're gonna be in a good mood, then it should be real at least.]
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Acceptance is so much better. I don't think I could stand the absolute aura of misery that'd be surrounding us right now if I were like that.
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[he deflates, looking down]
...And you had someone who'd do anything to pull you back. What's she gonna do when you're gone?
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But I don't regret stepping in for Karlach. You do what you can for your loved ones, don't you? You'll keep an eye on her?
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and daan isn't the person he's really angry at, anyway.]
...Yeah, I will. The only one I can.
[please.... no eye jokes]
She told me that you would stop her if they found Rondo's killer.
[I guess in a way you did.]
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That's what she asked, yes. I could have been reasonable and used my words, but unfortunately, someone always manages to piss a monster off and ruins the whole ordeal.
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...It's hard not to, isn't it? Cause we gotta confront them.
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Can not blame you.
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[Are you aware that you're not yourself? Or are you a self that you want to accept?]
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Its obviously better to not dwell in the dim and dark. The sun is warm.
... Or maybe that's just the fire.
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[prayerhands that lavi will see it for himself damn]
...I don't know what'll happen tomorrow. Or after you die. [...] But I hope you don't hate yourself too much about it.
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Wouldn't you know?