[He glances back, eyes narrowed; if he sees the words, he ignores them for now.]
Drop it.
[There's that familiar warning tone--the one that precedes his more serious rebuffs and attacks. He hasn't truly tried to kill Lavi in years, but that won't make it hurt any less if he's pushed hard enough to lash out.]
[Is it weird to be both annoyed and comforted by the rejection......... It probably is, god. Emotions never make any sense, but here he is feeling them.
Lavi purses his lips, then strides forward, unbuttoning his coat and tossing it under a dead tree or something.]
Are you just gonna do the same forms all day, or do you wanna spar?
And despite how much he walls himself off, Kanda's observant enough to know what this is for Lavi--a need for distraction, to alleviate the itchy restlessness under his skin and tuck those flashes of truth back away.
Kanda has no nice words or gentle reassurances. But he can offer the kindness of normalcy through a raised eyebrow and a roll of his wrist as he shifts his stance.]
Are you going to waste my time?
[Are you just gonna get beat up (lazy) or will you let him beat you up (real) Lavi]
[he hates them so bad (he can't live without them) HE HATES THEM SO BAD!!!
It is a need to relieve the frustration welling in his skin, and maybe the petty need to just try and punch Kanda in the face for having SECRETS. why is he five years old.]
Why don't you find out?
[in other words he'll fight (REAL) except he'll snap out of it in the middle and go back to fight (LAZY) which means kanda will just wipe the floor with him at the end]
[THAT'S NOT WHAT HE WAS GOING FOR... he clicks his tongue as he finishes tying his hair up]
That's not going to help your back. [Though it would be quieter, which is why he likes it better out here... he'd be going stir-crazy if they were in a setting that was completely indoors]
[Is it silly to feel better just from this.... Lavi tugs his scarf back up around his neck, knowing that it doesn't matter because his stupid ink words will show ANYWAY, but for this brief moment he doesn't care, because it's Kanda, who deals with other people's secrets the same way he does everything else.
the words "alma karma" hover in the back of Lavi's mind, something else he'll remember for the rest of his life. and something he'll definitely for sure learn more about (laffs)]
Hey, Yuu. Did you tell anyone else about your monster?
Kanda relaxes a little (for him) upon hearing that Lavi did not accidentally condemn himself to proxy death, even though he will die tonight because you are tutorial
[me and lavi in the pc: :man_standing: also STOP ACCUSING ME YOU ARE SO SUSPICIOUS
Lavi shoots Kanda a Look but it's not his usual 'kanda why' sort of looks, just an unusually (for him) serious expression as he looks back,]
No.
[lavi was missing for that whole arc, but he still knows the weight of what Exorcists carry. chained by a power they never chose or wanted to be responsible for. kanda might not ever talk about it in the way lenalee has, but it's still a burden. and this monster situation could easily turn into something just like that.]
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Drop it.
[There's that familiar warning tone--the one that precedes his more serious rebuffs and attacks. He hasn't truly tried to kill Lavi in years, but that won't make it hurt any less if he's pushed hard enough to lash out.]
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Lavi purses his lips, then strides forward, unbuttoning his coat and tossing it under a dead tree or something.]
Are you just gonna do the same forms all day, or do you wanna spar?
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And despite how much he walls himself off, Kanda's observant enough to know what this is for Lavi--a need for distraction, to alleviate the itchy restlessness under his skin and tuck those flashes of truth back away.
Kanda has no nice words or gentle reassurances. But he can offer the kindness of normalcy through a raised eyebrow and a roll of his wrist as he shifts his stance.]
Are you going to waste my time?
[Are you just gonna get beat up (lazy) or will you let him beat you up (real) Lavi]
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It is a need to relieve the frustration welling in his skin, and maybe the petty need to just try and punch Kanda in the face for having SECRETS. why is he five years old.]
Why don't you find out?
[in other words he'll fight (REAL) except he'll snap out of it in the middle and go back to fight (LAZY) which means kanda will just wipe the floor with him at the end]
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Lavi is just flat out on the ground taking up valuable space, he rolls over with a groan.]
You really did get stronger...
[as if kanda wasn't beating his ass on the regular before crystallization]
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Hm. You gave up halfway. [HE NOTICED THAT SWITCH-UP... PUNK]
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I got a crick in my back. [okay liar...] I haven't slept well since I got here.
[the haunted house is NOISY and his bed is UNCOMFY and their room is too clean and has ZERO BOOKS and kanda is always gone in the MORNING]
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[HE'LL BE THERE... DESPITE HIS COMPLAINTS...]
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except Lavi can't read brackets,]
Will you come with me?
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Who wants to go with you?!
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[he looks around the woods like he's thinking of sleeping out here...]
Maybe we can go camping together!
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That's not going to help your back. [Though it would be quieter, which is why he likes it better out here... he'd be going stir-crazy if they were in a setting that was completely indoors]
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But it'll be fun.
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the words "alma karma" hover in the back of Lavi's mind, something else he'll remember for the rest of his life. and something he'll definitely for sure learn more about (laffs)]
Hey, Yuu. Did you tell anyone else about your monster?
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Of course not.
[Why in the world would he do that]
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You were right about just swapping the first letter. It still counts even if you don't say the name.
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Did you find yours on accident.
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[he look sweaty though]
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I found yours...
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Kanda relaxes a little (for him) upon hearing that Lavi did not accidentally condemn himself to proxy death, even though he will die tonight because you are tutorial
But also, eyes him]
Did you tell them? [That he's the other one]
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Lavi shoots Kanda a Look but it's not his usual 'kanda why' sort of looks, just an unusually (for him) serious expression as he looks back,]
No.
[lavi was missing for that whole arc, but he still knows the weight of what Exorcists carry. chained by a power they never chose or wanted to be responsible for. kanda might not ever talk about it in the way lenalee has, but it's still a burden. and this monster situation could easily turn into something just like that.]
I'm not planning to either.
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