AKI IS TUTORIAL AGAIN

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THE LAST TIME I MADE A PC CATCHALL DAHUT EXPLODED

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[give rondo back his nipples...

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Even in the end, she was trying to help us.

[could there be a chance she'd been lying? he considers it. because he always will. but he won't voice it.]

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[i hate it here

Lavi's out here being so sussy as a fellow lyin binch, but Lucas, ironically, tends to believe in the good of a human heart. The idea she might have been lying doesn't so much as cross his mind.]

She was able to help herself, too.

[Now she won't kill again, or have to be executed. Fuckin RIP Erin though.]

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[Lucas.... He really is a pure guy <-- lavi's thoughts, which i also agree with except I also know his LORE, which doesn't disprove his purity. he is a very pure nice guy and pure serial killer.]

...Would you have done the same thing? If it was you in that situation?

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[STOP NOT A PURE SERIAL KILLER.

Also what a question. Lucas is quiet for a little while, looking forward toward the altar. Their godless fckin altar.]

...I would like to say that I would. I wouldn't wish to kill anyone... I wouldn't want to cause such harm, or be lost within myself.

[SPOOKY.]

Do you think that you would?

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[LAVI DOESN'T THINK THIS IS SPOOKY PHRASING, UNFORTUNATELY.]

...I'm not sure. I don't want to kill anyone either, or fall to a monster's influence... But I have a duty to keep living for, no matter what.

[and then he sighs, and leans slightly against Lucas, this tiny man]

But if Yuu's there... then he won't let me live long enough to hesitate.

[he says this like he's grateful for it]

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[THIS TINY MAN!! It's okay. So many people are leaning against him lately. He reaches up to reflexively pat Lavi's head again, letting him lean however he pleases.]

...You make it sound like that's a good thing. Do you feel that it is?

[Not having the room to hesitate, even with a duty to live for no matter what. He guesses it takes the pain of having to make an impossible decision out of one's hands.]

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[well, the direct question has him subside a little, still leaning against Lucas the even tinier man, as Lavi really thinks about it -- the implications, and his complicated relationship with Kanda,]

...No. I don't want to burden Yuu like that. Even though I know he'd do it.

Maybe I'll be myself long enough to remember that, if I'm in that situation.

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[gay..........

Lucas doesn't think that, but he does wonder a bit how the two of them function together. Just in a general sense of being curious about their relationship as coworkers in what's essentially one of the most hellish jobs a person could theoretically have.]

...I will hope that such a situation doesn't happen. But in the event that it does, I hope you can be yourself long enough to remember, too. It seems like such a little thing to ask for.