yuu!! yuu!!! yuu!!!!!!

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[It's fine Lavi will change back to a 19-year-old eventually and then he can be with his bf Geto again properly

If Kanda wasn't a wholeass idiot, he'd lift the blanket to let Lavi in properly; as it is, the best he can do is tolerating this, and he probably won't shove him away if Lavi burrows under there on his own.

Getting attached...

He doesn't acknowledge Lavi's thoughts out loud, nor his own.]

He'll get over it. [Probably? The Bookman Kanda knows so clearly cares about Lavi--enough that Kanda feels confident speaking for him like this.] You're in training.

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[...

He lifts up the blanket and scoots even closer in... burrowing....]

You know a lot. Are you a Zoogle?

[Is that why you're protecting me?]

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[...Grumbled bark... but allows this FOR NOW...]

No. [A what?] We're exorcists. Bookman too.

[He could save them both so many headaches by explaining this properly but then he would not be Kanda]

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[peeks out from the blanket luke style]

So people who kill monsters?

[I thought I wasn't allowed to fight...]

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[He's going to change back while he's under here, isn't he]

Yeah.

[I don't know. I don't know your rules.]

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[sits here oh so very cozy....]

So you care about me... because we're friends?

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Can you stop asking about that?!

[QUIT TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY HE'S GUARDING YOU JUST ACCEPT IT AND SHUT UP]

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[hehehehhe

hugs him]

You're super cold.

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[STARTS SHOVING HIM OFF EVEN THOUGH HE IS BABY]

Shut up.

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[CLINGS ON]

Gimme your hand.

[he just grabs it and sticks it between his baby paws... warms it up even though kanda is CURSED]

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Annoying brat.

[HE DIDN'T HAVE TO SAY IT OUT LOUD]

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[HE WOULD HAVE THOUGHT IT OUT LOUD INSTEAD]

I like you too!

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[How much would he get yelled at if he punted Baby Lavi into the swamp]

Who likes you?!

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[no one would yell at him because no one would know.....

adult lavi would laugh at this but baby lavi wilts....... squeezing Kanda's popsicle hand in between his for comfort....]

Is it cause of my eye?

[I know it makes people uncomfortable...]

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[Takes this opportunity to dropkick him-- no jk. But that would be funny.]

Huh?

[Who cares about an eye?]

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[we can still do it let's go lesbians let's go]

It's not cause of that? ...Then why don't you like me?

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Because you're annoying. [STOP

He hasn't even pulled his hand away but he's saying this]

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[he's confused... but happy!!! clings onto kanda's hand! uwah! animal crossing flowers



transform back but he doesn't even notice]

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[HE NOTICES!!!!! YOU'RE IN HIS BLANKET]

Is your brain fixed yet?!

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-- Huh?

[HE'S BIG AGAIN???? HE jUST HAS THIS ANIMAL CROSSING SHOCK EMOTION BECAUSE THIS IS A LOT TO SUDDENLY TAKE IN!!!!! he's so bamboozled that he just holds onto Kanda's hand harder with his now adult-like hands, and turns to stare at this blanket configuration they've got going on,

Woah, Yuu's so close.]

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[WHY THIS god I wish Kanda was cute enough to blush and sputter but he just LASHES OUT LIKE A BITCH AS USUAL]

Don't just sit here thinking that?!

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[HE'S SO FUNNY I LOVE YOU KANDA

I can't help what I think!! You are! Wait no, he just coughs a little and looks away,]

I was just surprised.

[he makes no move to sidle out from the blanket or let go of Kanda's hand... which he is rubbing between both of his now, a little absent-mindedly,]

I was super short a second ago, remember?

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[Coin flip says Kanda continues to tolerate this, but the tradeoff is that he won't cutely hold Lavi's hand it's just hanging there and getting sandwiched as Kanda weighs the costs and benefits of punching Lavi into the pyre and possibly losing his blanket in the process]

I know, Stupid Rabbit. I've been dealing with you all day.

[No one asked you to do that Kanda]

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[DON'T PUNCH HIM INTO THE PYRE EVEN IF HIS COAT IS FIRE PROOF]

Sorry 'bout that.

[there's a difference between forcibly bothering kanda all day vs accidentally bothering kanda all day... there's a fine line there that Lavi tries his best to squiggle around in, but for once he hadn't ACTUALLY meant to bother Kanda, nor is he trying to pretend that this was an on purpose accident.......]

...And thanks.

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[He can take it]

Whatever. [The way a normal person would say "it's fine, it wasn't your fault and you were actually pretty cute" but here we are.

But--despite all the pushing away Kanda does, he pays attention. His life would be easier, in fact, if he truly hated or dismissed every single person, even the ones that persevere and stick around him anyway. And yet, no matter how hard he tries, no matter how genuine he is in his attempts at solitude, Kanda simply cannot stop himself from forming attachments. He is, unfortunately, too human for true isolation.

Between that, and the curiosity that he feels far more of than he shows, it's no wonder that his thoughts are leaking out. Why was he so sure Bookman left him...?]